And He's Off

I said goodbye to Cameron today. That was hard. I don't think he's ever truly realized how important he is to me and how much I love him. Today was the usual goodbye of me not seeing him for awhile. I'll see him in November, for Thanksgiving, when we'll be reunited in Aspen. Somehow, this time, it felt more final. When I hugged him goodbye quickly, I kissed him on the cheek and hugged him around his neck. I've never done that before. Where did it come from? I think, deep down, I knew it was going to be a long time before I see him again. I have to wonder how different he will be when November rolls around. Will he care when I send him letters? And if he doesn't care, should I even bother?

I'm going to cry later on in the day about it. I just know it. He's my little brother and I love him, even if he just sees me as his annoying older sister...